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Damn this journal skin is adorable ;A;!! I really, really want a Corpse Party skin though omg I'd love that ;^;

BUT ONTO THE MEME I BLATANTLY STOLE FROM RedMochiLover :'D

Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[] You love jeans.
[]Dogs are better than cats.
[/] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (Not like, serious injured, but I laugh when people fall over stupidly ouolll))
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[/] Shopping is torture. (Clothes shopping oh god no)
[/] Sad movies suck. (Depends. I'm a sucker for emotionally tormenting myself)
[] You own an X-Box.   (Brother does)
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.  
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.(I like gory games, not movies xD)
[] You go to your dad for advice. (I...would if I could...)
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (GREEN)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total =8 1/2

Your Girl Side

[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.  (....I'd be lucky ;^; )
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (Lol I hate wearing trousers)
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[/] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (Meh, not my cup of tea but I don't dislike it)
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories. (I only like the long baths part :Y)
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like. (Haha not really, pretty big horrible traumatic personal issue behind it ;3; )
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total =3 1/2

Honestly, I keep questioning why the hell I was born female. I don't feel it, I don't act it, I just blaghhhhhhh >:/

IN PERSONAL NEWS AND STUFF
Okay, my tablet broke so hiatus until I get a new one /sobbing/
I'm moving house on Tuesday
I got into college
I've graduated high school pretty much
That's about it

CSS Journal Coded by LadyGloomy

I am no longer drawing Hetalia art anymore.
The fandom ended up greatly irritating me and now I can hardly stand even seeing it most of the time.
Feel free to unwatch me because of this.

For future notice; I will be drawing Kichiku Megane, Corpse Party, Vocaloid and various other small things that take my interest and above all, I want to draw OC's, of people I know, and my own. If you like any of these, please feel free to keep watching me, it'd be appreciated.

I'd also like to apologise on my lack of replies to comments. I'm going through quite a lot at home and with my mental-state and I don't find the motivation to be on deviantart all that much. I will try to reply more frequently and post more art but I can't promise anything.

On yet another note, I'm roleplaying again! /claps hands/ But not on dA and I'm not giving out my rp blog's url because. ....Because! =y=

This skin is awesome, isn't Suzonusuke(sp?) brilliant!?

Love you guys ;D

Anorexia
[ ] You hate your body.
[/] You have starved yourself. (well not deliberately)
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day.  (Some days I don't even get the chance to eat T_T)
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 2 1/2


ADHD
[X] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.  
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[X] You talk all the time.
[x] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren't very shy.
Total: 8 1/2


Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] You have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 13 1/2


Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] You've thrown up all your food at one time
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[X] You eat fast.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 14 1/2

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ]  You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose.
[/] You always lie.
[ ] You've stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 18

Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[X] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[X] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 27

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[X] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[X] You have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 30

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[ ] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same
[X] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[ ] You are very self esteem.
[ ] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 32

0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might want to consider a therapist.

..oh...

Okay, as of  today I have been notified by my mum that we are in severe financial trouble.

We are verging on losing our house due to our money problems, which will mean my brother having to find his own home despite having no money, and I may have to leave my school and college behind for us to find an affordable home.

Now, I'm used to having a lack of money, my mother's doctor has not given her consent to begin working again and we are living solely off benefits, and my DLA (disability living allowance) has been discontinued till further notice. If we cannot receive the DLA payments in the near future again, we will lose our home.

I am underage as of the moment and cannot find work or qualify for my EMA until the 29th of this month, so as the only way I can earn money, I am opening money-only commissions.

My art may not be quality or perfect, but I am in severe need of this as I can't let my family be split up more than it has been, nor can I bear to lose my place in college or be separated from my friends.

I can't think of any price my art may be worth, but I am really hoping people could commission me, this is very important.

If you are interested, please PM me for details.

Thank you, even just for reading this.